I want to be a loser....
1. Because I want to be healthy, I couldn’t walk down the stairs of the train station without thinking my knees are going to break, cause I was in pain (It’s getting better now)
2. Because I want to have a baby, since I have fertility problems and my Doctor said she will not start the treatment until I lose a certain amount of weight.
3. Because I want to be naked in front of my husband and not feel like I need to run away or cover up.
4. To please my dad, since he is afraid I will end up like my aunt who is extremely over weight and has a ton of illnesses.
5. To go to a store and fit on clothe that I actually like and not the ones that I have to wear because nothing fits.
6. To be able to wear nice clothe and heels for work like my co-workers, which by the way look great (I hate my flat shoes).
7. To be able to paint my toe nails without having to catch my breath after I try to paint each toe, and this is sitting down, I don’t even try to bend over while standing.
8. To wear a bathing suit without having to wear anything over it, and feel great.
9. To not look at a skinny girl wearing a mini skirt and wish that was me.
10. To feel sexy, good, healthy, pretty, and happy in my own skin.