Gonna do it!!!

My story is this.....I am a 36 year old mother of 2 fantastic boys who are now 15 and 16 years old. I used to drive semi over the road and now I work in the office as a driver coordinator for a local trucking company. The story of my weight battle didn't just start so I should go back a ways. I have always been a "little chunky" as some have put it as a child. I was always the last one picked through school because of my wieght until high school. I finally slimmed down some but of course by not eating and starving myself. I didn't want to live like that so the weight started to slowly creep back on. I go married when I was 19 and I was in a size 18 dress and shortly after being married I got pregnant with # one and gained weight and after the birth of my first son, I was pregnant again within 6 months for child #2. The weight just continued to come on now. I had no chance to get rid of the first baby weight and now I have 2. From there it has been a roller coaster ride for me. I would lose 50 then over the next year put it back on. Up & down the ride went. It got to where it took going through a divorce to lose half of what I wanted to. The weight has began to creep back on again. I am now in a size 20-22 pants and I said enough is enough. I hope this program will work for me or that I will work for this program. I have tried every diet pill, eating program out ther and I have had it. Please help me help myself and finally be that beautiful person on the outside as well as the inside